杂杂

我只是不想我一个人


孤零零


不过想想我是我自己


我是很厉害的人


一直都觉得自己是最幸运的那个，无人能比。


一切不愉快只是老天爷的考验


过了这关，我还有更绿更辽阔的森林。


有些变化让我忘了本来的自己


一些改变加上原本的那个我 = 蜕变的毛毛虫。


乐观。阿弥陀佛。






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不开心。。。咯

我很不开心咯咯咯 


haiz






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失去至亲

原来一个人突然变得很冷漠，是有原因的。


没想到我也有感受气场的能力。


加油啊！那位朋友！虽然不认识，也不懂是谁，但失去妈妈心一定很痛。


听着听着，眼泪都滚滚的躺在眼眶里/.\


其实我不也一样，很害怕很害怕那天的到来。


我知道一定很痛苦，这也是人生的一部分，无奈。


我想道歉。对不起，当我听到你星期一不想去学校，我只想到你窝在家读书。


原来是有例外的原因的。毕竟考试要到了。不过是我不对，我应该先问个清楚。


我不知道你心情很down，还坚持着我的以为，再次问你在忙么，你回答难以抉择星期一去不去学校。我听了有些不爽，心里在想在家读书有那么重要吗，却倏然不知后面有这么一个故事。


还好你及时说出来了。原来如此。那种感觉不好受吧? 是我一定不好受。


我关心别人的方式有待。。有待改善啊！


这位朋友第一次和我讲心事，开心 :D


我相信他没事了，他很厉害！！！


:目








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阿公保庇！

阿公保庇！


阿公保庇！


阿公保庇！


阿公保庇！


我拍毕业照时不用走来走去啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦！！


哈 哈 哈






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闷闷地

有些人在不经意中破坏了我的市场。。


心很闷，那天还大哭了。


我毕竟不喜欢他，叫我daisou也算了。


不要说我有男朋友了，你知情，别人不知呀！！


我只有勇气在这边说，哪天我疯了想通了或许就会大闹一场吧！


不要小看我，人小小不代表好欺负。哪天小猫变老虎，道歉或许也没用！


你们这些人我都会记住，或许会恨之入骨。


对我来说，爱情这码事在我心中有一定的地位，不是你想侵犯就侵犯的。


想想看，你有男朋友了就可以这样妄自菲薄地破坏人家的行情吗?


朋友们，玩笑开大了，我招架不住！


自重。




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我要找回心

我考试成绩不好呀 >.<


数学分数弄错，像个疯婆子般跑到办公室
Cikgu看到我的成绩， 40/68  
问我作么那么差? 拍拖啊?  O.O
他可是经典性扑克牌，竟然问我酱的东西 O.O
我当然就说没有啊，真的没有。      怎么会 -.-


"Cikgu记得以前叫你站起来是F5最高分的也，作么会这样? 退步了啊? "


" 是的 "  


脸已经开始抽筋了。


" 明年要追上来har。"


" 哦! "


" 谢谢老师。"


一出办公室，眼眶尽是眼泪。
是很感动，很久没有人跟我讲酱的话了。
好像点醒我，该去找回以前的那颗心了。是的，心不见了。






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Facts about guys

HERE'S 99 FACTS ABOUT GUYS

( A GUY WHO IS SERIOUSLY IN LOVE AND NOT JUST AN INFACTUATION )

1. Guys don’t actually look after good-looking girls. They prefer neat and presentable girls.

2. Guys hate flirts.

3. A guy can like you for a minute, and then forget you afterwards.

4. When a guy says he doesn’t understand you, it simply means you’re not thinking the way he is.

5. “Are you doing something?” or “Have you eaten already?” are the first usual questions a guy asks on the phone just to get out from stammering.

6. Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.

7. When a guy really likes you, he’ll disregard all your bad characteristics.

8. Guys go crazy over a girl’s smile.

9. Guys will do anything just to get the girl’s attention.

10. Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend.

11. When guys want to meet your parents. Let them.

12. Guys want to tell you many things but they can’t. And they sure have one habit to gain courage and spirit to tell you many things and it is drinking!

13. Guys cry!!!

14. Don’t provoke the guy to heat up. Believe me. He will.

15. Guys can never dream and hope too much.

16. Guys usually try hard to get the girl who has dumped them, and this makes it harder for them to accept their defeat.

17. When you touch a guy’s heart, there’s no turning back.

18. Giving a guy a hanging message like “You know what? Uh…never mind!” would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking.

19. Guys go crazy when girls touch their hands.

20. Guys are good flatterers when courting but they usually stammer when they talk to a girl they really like.

21. When a guy makes a prolonged “umm” or makes any excuses when you’re asking him to do you a favor, he’s actually saying that he doesn’t like you and he can’t lay down the card for you.

22. When a girl says “no”, a guy hears it as “try again tomorrow.”

23. You have to tell a guy what you really want before he gets the message clearly.

24. Guys hate nice boy!

25. Guys love their moms.

26. A guy would sacrifice his money for lunch just to get you a couple of roses.

27. A guy often thinks about the girl who likes him. But this doesn’t mean that the guy likes her.

28. You can never understand him unless you listen to him.

29. If a guy tells you he loves you once in a lifetime. He does.

30. Beware. Guys can make gossips scatter through half of the face of the earth faster than girls can.

31. Like Eve, girls are guys’ weaknesses.

32. Guys are very open about themselves.

33. Its good to test a guy first before you believe him. But don’t let him wait that long.

34. No guy is bad when he is courting

35. Guys hate it when their clothes get dirty. Even a small dot.

36. Guys really admire girls that they like even if they’re not that much pretty.

37. Your best friend, whom your boyfriend seeks help from about his problems with you may end up being admired by your boyfriend.

38. If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don’t need to give advice.

39. A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.

40. A guy finds ways to keep you off from linking with someone else.

41. Guys love girls with brains more than girls in miniskirts.

42. Guys try to find the stuffed toy a girl wants but would unluckily get the wrong one.

43. Guys virtually brag about anything.

44. Guys cannot keep secrets that girls tell them.

45. Guys think too much.

46. Guys’ fantasies are unlimited.

47. Girls’ height doesn’t really matter to a guy but her weight does!  :DDDD

48. Guys tend to get serious with their relationship and become too possessive. So watch out girls!!!

49. When a girl makes the boy suffer during courtship, it would be hard for him to let go of that girl.

50. It’s not easy for a guy to let go of his girlfriend after they broke up especially when they’ve been together for 3 years or more.

51. You have to tell a guy what you really want before getting involved with that guy.

52. A guy has to experience rejection, because if he’s too-good-never-been-busted, never been in love and hurt, he won’t be matured and grow up.

53. When an unlikable circumstance comes, guys blame themselves a lot more than girls do. They could even hurt themselves physically.

54. Guys have strong passion to change but have weak will power.

55. Guys are tigers in their peer groups but become tamed pussycats with their girlfriends.

56. When a guy pretends to be calm, check if he’s sweating. You’ll probably see that he is nervous.

57. When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl. He really is.

58. When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he’s just actually saying, “Please come and listen to me”

59. Guys don’t really have final decisions.

60. When a guy loves you, bring out the best in him.

61. If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him.

62. If a guy has been kept shut or silent, say something.

63. Guys believe that there’s no such thing as love at first sight, but court the girls anyway and then realize at the end that he is wrong.

64. Guys like femininity not feebleness.

65. Guys don’t like girls who punch harder than they do.

66. A guy may instantly know if the girl likes him but can never be sure unless the girl tells him.

67. A guy would waste his time over video games and basketball, the way a girl would do over her romance novels and make-ups.

68. Guys love girls who can cook or bake.

69. Guys like girls who are like their moms. No kidding!

70. A guy has more problems than you can see with your naked eyes.

71. A guy’s friend knows everything about him. Use this to your advantage.

72. Don’t be a snob. Guys may easily give up on the first sign of rejection.

73. Don’t be biased. Try loving a guy without prejudice and you’ll be surprised.

74. Girls who bathe in their eau de perfumes do more repelling than attracting guys.

75. Guys are more talkative than girls are especially when the topic is about girls.

76. Guys don’t comprehend the statement “Get lost” too well.

77. Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions but still love them more.

78. When a guy gives a crooked or pretentious grin at your jokes, he finds them offending and he just tried to be polite.

79. Guys don’t care about how shiny their shoes are unlike girls.

80. Guys tend to generalize about girls but once they get to know them, they’ll realize they’re wrong.

81. Any guy can handle his problems all by his own. He’s just too stubborn to deal with it.

82. Guys find it so objectionable when a girl swears.

83. Guys’ weakest point is at the knee.

84. When a problem arises, a guy usually keeps himself cool but is already thinking of a way out.

85. When a guy is conscious of his looks, it shows he is not good at fixing things.

86. When a guy looks at you, either he’s amazed of you or he’s criticizing you.

87. When you catch him cheating on you and he asks for a second chance, give it to him. But when you catch him again and he asks for another chance, ignore him.

88. If a guy lets you go, he really loves you.

89. If you have a boyfriend, and your boy best friend always glances at you and it obviously shows that he is jealous whenever you’re with your boyfriend, all I can say is your boy best friend loves you more than your boyfriend does.

90. Guys learn from experience not from the romance books that girls read and take as their basis of experience.

91. You can tell if a guy is really hurt or in pain when he cries in front of you!

92. If a guy suddenly asks you for a date, ask him first why.

93. When a guy says he can’t sleep if he doesn’t hear your voice even just for one night, hang up. He also tells that to another girl. He only flatters you and sometimes makes fun of you.

94. You can truly say that a guy has good intentions if you see him praying sometimes.

95. Guys seek for advice not from a guy but from a girl.

96. Girls are allowed to touch boys’ things. Not their hair!

97. If a guy says you’re beautiful, that guy likes you.

98. Guys hate girls who overreact.

99. Guys love you more than you love them if they are serious in your relationships.


SOME FACTS ARE NOT APPLICABLE TO ALL GUYS !!
ANYWAY, IT WAS WRITTEN BY A GUY WHO WAS ALWAYS BEEN DUMPED .. LOLZ :P


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Short short = Sot sot?

【矮个子女友的好处】

1.可以抱着她亲吻

2.如果她脚崴背起来会很轻松

3.可以随时随地看她穿好看的高跟鞋

4.看热闹时可以扛到肩上

5.小鸟依人，走在一起没有压力

6.和老公打架的时候，她可以灵活闪躲

7.永远比实际年龄小，老了都可以撒娇

8.维护了男生脆弱的神经（惟恐自己个子比女孩低）。。。

I'm 145cm.

What special about me is my small size and I'm left-handed. 

上面的理由好牵强 -.-

erm .. 打架时可以用手抓住她的头，让她不能打到自己 =p

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X.x

学会宽容！

This must be my long lasting target.

Or else wrinkle will be grown on my face /.\

My poor EQ.

Trying to be positive and not complaining,

no matter how strange the life is!

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Re-design

I can't find my favorite template.  
So, i reuse the existing one.
Why change? bored of JKS?
Of course not -.-
Just the BIG picture scared someone. hehe.

I found this 'cat cat' pic from FB.
I'm very fond of it at 1st sight :D
change all the font style,title ..

Now a new blog of mine. xD
Fight for a new and challenging life :)



Hwaiting~



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School Reopen

Hey, what's up?
i felt reluctant to wake up on the first day of schooling.
well, it was a OK day since Chemistry teacher is absent for 3 days
At the first day with 3 periods without teacher,
we can sleep but I'm busy completing my math T homework. [padan muka] 
Students changing course moved to the other class, 1 new student moved in, 
causing our class number reduced to 22 students, 5 boys and 17 girls.
Hui Jun left for matrix. I was thinking to be friend with her. /.\
New students are very hardworking, it proves true.
She is trying to catch up the 3 weeks lesson. Gambateh :)

The next day.
Gotong- royong cleaning up the school compound.
I brought the insect box home.
quite regret because it is heavy. -.-
and i even broke a small part of the glass. Opps!

Wednesday.
3 MUET periods in the early morning. /.\   yawn.
i felt embarrassing after answering the question. 
but if not i will not get any lesson, hmm...
Mice in the school. White with red eyes.
Upper 6 dissected the mice. Smelly but not horror in looking.
That laboratory is our class, full with the odour of Dettol.

We compared the boys of our form and the Upper sixes.
our form boys are still like childish,
not like the Upper sixes, mature and gentleman.
Our form boys are totally the 90s [90后] 
They are different.



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28/5 - 12/6 Holidays

Holidays passed. Sigh.

Before it, i planned to study but did nothing.  [心虚]

In the whole holidays, i read comics 《山田小蜜子》.
It is quite interesting because the characters are cute and hilarious.
Can you imagine a Standard 5 student which her size same as the 5 years old Crayon Sin Chan?
again her crush is a normal Standard 5 guy who is also her secret lover but 死要面子.
Their relationship is rather funny, young couples always philandering. 
The reason i love this character 山田小蜜子 is the same size between me and her.
i also love the 死要面子 boy 江口龙平 because he makes the whole story interesting. 
but i didn't read the whole series T.T  
the comic shop didn't order it. i miss it /.\

I accompanied my sister to the Yoga class.
it was quite funny and i remembered a relax action where you breathe in air and laugh it out loud with your stomach air.
the moment the teacher laughed out everyone was like O.O
the teacher was like crazy woman
AA HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA~
I am sure it will be very relax after you do this.
It is too bad that i forgot the name of the action, something like 'ShabuShabu'.

I love the online game 'Burger Shop 2'.
and also the match game 'Dream Pet Link'.
You should try it. :D






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My F6 class

L6B2

I will be in this class until the end of F6 life.

small class. Only 25 people of 20 girls and 5 boys.

With Pei En, Tneh Tneh and Hui Jun,

I'm sure I will have a wonderful time ^^

some more the guys behind us

always talking nonsenses which are weird yet funny.

My intuition is quite accurate that Mr XG will cause some LAME problems.

Yesterday when we were having PA class after assembly,

One of our classmate disappeared.

We were accused that we did not care of our friend 冤枉咯！by PA teacher

she asked where is she and none of us know

the guys behind us keep saying that she was caught by MASHIMARO -.-

It was Biology class.

Our friend came back from discipline room

she cried. Mr XG said her hair is too thick which is not equivalent to our school rules

even told her to go for a  rebonding

This is ironic!

the female teacher did not say anything but him? Hmm...

sadly her parents won't come to 声张正义

Mr. Tor has moved to another school

Our F6 P.K. has changed to Pn. Kok

Auspicious or not?

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Form SIX

I continued my study in Form 6 since I didn't get the JPA Scholarship.

I choose Science stream @ Biology class.

Actually my first choice was Physics class,

but after all the 'encouragement',

Biology class be my last choice.

So, there will be a very difficult life to go T.T

I have another blog in Wretch.

Feel like writing there but never start.

Sigh.

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